Bird's eye view

These shots were taken somewhere in December last year. I was invited by Eurocopter Malaysia then (now Airbus Helicopter Malaysia) for a demonstration flight onboard their new EC145 T2 helicopter, which was making Asia's debut in a pre-arranged tour.

Actually I was pissed off as I only got to be a back seater. Someone else, whom for me is not even deserved to be at that seat, got to be the co-pilot of the flight.

Sigur Rós @ Urbanscapes 2012

It has been more than a year, but experiencing Sigur Rós live is simply unforgettable. 

Putting the audio and visual experience that night into words, it's like I was in the music video with stereo headphones blaring.

Yes, I'm in love

...!

Woiii !!!

When I see you....

Yang sedap itu 3 BULAN....

Yang sakit itu SETENGAH TAHUN........

The END

I guess I love you so much that eventually, I can't handle it anymore . Thus, made things worse.

I'm sorry.

Kuala Perlis

It Doesn't Matter...

Aku sangat sayang diorang.......

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Semakin sukar...

Tahun 2011 ni.. Simbol yang paling banyak aku gunakan....

:)

dan

:(

2011...

Pergh... Dah masuk tahun 2011 pon..

Yang kapel dah kawen blake....
Yang kawen dah beranak pinak pon...

Yang keje besar dah brape kali naik gaji, dapat bonus...
Yeng keje best dh brape kali tukar company....

Yang lain dah ade kete sorang satu...
Yang pakai Blackberry pon tak tak kurang ramainye..

Huh...
Aku??

It's so nice to relate.

this lonely view is so depressing. i dont even know what should i do. just sit back and let all the thoughts pass by..

letting the best part of my life go. sometimes no one knows what is inside. trying to understand others, but when those that matter will try to understand me. when will be my turn? when will be my time?

does anyone know? please let me know..

just in case i wont be able to tell her, i love her. who will she be?

after so many years, so many time, so many persons.. its nothing personal anymore. for those whom i share this, just listen, cause im just trying to express whats inside.

so lame that the ones that dont have anything to do with the problem have to know it. the pressure is not that high, but enough to keep my mind busy with it.

should i start to be more aggresive?

you, just let me think of you. its not the hope that i keep anymore, just to let my soul be in peace. you wont likely be mine, but i dont give a damn. just do whatever you are doing. i wont interfere. those happiness you cant find from me. i know my uncapabalities. and im uncapable in a lot of things.

those who have tasted it. im way lacking of it, behind. those love songs, even so depressive i still enjoyed. i somehow find it relaxing to be sometimes in despair.

the rain is falling. and the day is turning to night. this hunger will still repeat the next day.

those sands.. the beaches... the morning. the mist. the breeze. please let me be there.....

the journey is still long. full of unexpectancies. i wont regret. just sighing.

the face, that look, your voice. i only hope that you are just that simple. please let me know whats in your mind.

im just afraid that i will be too involved again. and after all my involvement, youll still ignore me in the end. meaningless. if i mean something, thank you very much.

silence is the best way to make someone stays away. i wont likely follow others path. to know that ive found motive for things im doing was so great. but to know that eventually the motive is not going to stay the way i hope, life is over.

for the promised one. just letting you know. i will love you so much. thank you for the future.

pointless huh??

There's No Rainbow After the Rain......

Aishhhhhhh....

Hari ni aku merasa gembira dengan perkara2 kecil... Fikiran agak lapang... Produktiviti agak meningkat... Majalah dan buku2 antarabangsa yang dibeli juga mula mencurah2 masuk ke peti surat....

Gaji pon dah masuk.... Yes!!

Ketiadaan dia sehari dua ni buatkan aku tak terfikir sangat pasal dia.. Tiada kelibat dia ke hulu, ke hilir, tiada dia di depan mata, tiada tercium bau harumannya, tiada terdengar bisik suaranya...

Tenang seketika... Terapi terbaik untuk menghadapi penerimaan terhadap satu2 hakikat yang minda ini seringkali cuba untuk menafikan, dengan masih memberi harapan2 palsu pada diri sendiri, adalah tanpa kewujudan dia di sekeliling..

Walau apapun.. Selamat Hari Lahir untuk dia esok... Semoga cepat sembuh.

Kegembiraanmu, Kekecewaanku....

Gadis yang aku minati kini confirm milik orang.........

Begitu pasti dia atas penyerahan hatinya itu....

Adusss............

F/A-18D Hornet

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this and this gives life to thee.

Salam Aidiladha!

Esok raye wei! Tapi aku tak rase seronok pon. Biase jer.. Ahaha..

Ade sorang teman tadi, bising2 kt Facebook, katenye tengah on the way balik kampung (Kelantan rasenye) dan tengah bersyahdu-syahdan dengan takbir raya. Poyo! Ingat raya puasa ke ape? Huh..

Aku tak balik sebab sibuk prepare untuk LIMA. Celaka punya organizer. Time umat Islam nk beraya ni jugak la nk buat event. Tak reti baca kalendar ke? Padahal sesama Islam. Memang kena aniaya la nih!

Sabtu ni pon aku rasa kena masuk ofis. Seminggu aku stay langkawi nanti, keja2 semua sure kena bereskan dulu. (Seperti biasa, aku seorang pekerja yang komited.)

Nak lebih syahdu, tahun ni pulak mak aku buat korban untuk aku. Rupanya, duit yang aku bagi kat dia tiap2 kali aku balik tu dia simpan, and then baru2 ni la die bagitau aku yang die nk pakai duit yg aku bagi tuh buat korban untuk aku. (berapa banyak 'aku' 'dia' daa dalam ayat nih??) Isk3..... Terharu jugak anak jantan nih.

Kepada member2 di Lembah Kelang, jangan la segan2 jemput aku datang rumah... Aku akan datang dengan tangan yang terbuka.. Ahaha..

Dan jugak kepada Nurul yang aku jumpa kat showcase Hujan minggu lepas, aku harap add la aku kat Facebook yer.... Please!!!!!!!!!

CEh... Salam Aidiladha. Semoga mendapat Haji yang mabrur. Aminnn...

Abih la korang esok.... Wakakaka..

The Long December Rain...

When things ended up the same, no matter how they started....

What should I do?

Give up, or hit Restart again?

Owyeah.. I need a better Power Supply this time.

And yes, It rains everyday.


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Jom tengok 2012!!!!

Bangun dari lena.....

WOW!

Lame gile aku tak ber'blogging'. Dekat 3 bulan dah sejak posting terakhir aku. Tapi takpe la, aku bukannye sorang blogger yang mesti ade posting tiap2 hari pon.. Haha.. Banyak lagi bende lain aku kene buat dalam hidup ni.. Tido, pegi keje, makan dan FB... Mane ade mase nak update blog nih.. Haha...

Skarang jam 0343. Aku baru abis basuh baju... Sekali hujan pun turun dengan lebatnya.. Nampaknye, tak dapat la baju2 tu kering sebelum tengah hari besok.. Isk3.... Kene pakai baju lain la nak kuar petang esok...

Hujan2 ni, lapar la pulak. Kuah spaghetti yang member aku masak ari tu ade lagi, walaupun meatball dalam tu dah abis aku meratah.. Haha...

So berbekalkan kuah spaghetti kosong tu, aku pon ingat nak makan Italian la pagi2 buta nih.. Kat TV pon citer Cine ape je ntah yg ade. Dah la TV2 jer yang still ade siaran. Al maklumla.. Tak mampu lagi nak pasang Astro. Hahaha..

Aku pon dengan confidentnya pegi la cari periuk, pasang api dan memulekan aktiviti merebus spaghetti. Sambil2 tu, hujan dah makin lebat. Angin pulak kuat. Ditambah pulak dengan bunyi yang mengerikan pagi2 buta nih.. Huhu.. Hamster2 member aku pon dah mula bangun...

Lama aku rebus, apsal tak kembang2 lagi nih... Leper je.. Bile nak jadi bulat2 cantik macam mee rebus nih??

Skali aku tengok balik kat plastik tuh.. Rupenyer aku tengah rebus pasta daa... Patut la tak bulat2 pon... Haih!!!!

Pape pon.. Layan jer la... Pedulik hape aku pasta ke, spaghetti ke... Hahahahaha....

Ceh... Takde daging langsung. Nyesal aku meratah meatball ari tuh!

I'm now a paintball addict!!